You want grunge? Here it is.

Hello baby..
hello world..

i took about 1hr, to read your blog histories. from the first time we went out.

and someth juz stunned me. someth for u to read n recall..

my blog, 20thMar2010 and ur blog, 20thMar2010 .

and read ur blog, 21st Mar 2010.

wonderful memories..
i realise how much i din not care about u, as compared to now.
probably i cared for u too much.

u hv done so much, changing for ourselves. for my mum to see. for my mum to gain the assurance that u can be my wife.

i learnt how to treasure u during the past 2 yrs.
i managed to open up my heart fully for u to handle.
i entrust my heart to you, that u will take good care of me.
i learnt how to take care of u, pamper u, teach u, reationalise with u, talking problems with u, and quarreling w u in a normal way.

expectations for each other increases.
maybe, instead of u wanting me to pay more attention to u, u don wan me to be so clingy with u.
everyth juz went the other way round, if u hv read the posts i stated.
like eg, last time i used to slp early, not spending enuff time w u. now, im the one complaining.
i thk its better this way. coz if i don complain, means i don care about u.
means i don bother to spend time with u. ur workaholic, that sumtyms u forgot bout me.

but don worry, i already understand u .
juz trying ways to appreciate the limited amount of time spending with u.
this is really hard for me.
im not giving up at all.

if u can change so much, i also can.
but it also depends if i can benefit too.
u change to be a better wife and a future mum. u will definitely gain alot.

now u noe so much about me, bout wat i alwys wanted from u.
i also noe wat u want from me. and im doing anyth so that u can continue improving and also able to focus on your work better.
im giving u all my support, by keeping our personal secrets and discussions from anyone.
im trying my best to pull us together closer,but i need your support too.

lastly,
I always love you, never forget you, never wanna hurt u.

i will also fight all the way, to be with u, as your dearest husband.

muaiz...

Posted by wOoT....!! never u MiNd.. at 12:02 AM

BMSS

Ngee Ann