You want grunge? Here it is.

This mth hasnt been easy for me, seriously..
It seems like the harder I pray, the harder life gets.

I don even know why I miss you so much.
I dunno why that my news alwys have to get you upset.
I hate if when I cant control things now..
But hopefully after everyth, I am able to do anyth freely with you.

Til this point of time, Im glad we're still strong, as long as we're able to communicate.
Im very clingy nowadays. coz normally, I would alwys b busy eating.

i feel like i need to let out this feeling in me.
sadness, fear, confused, the feeling of missing you.

Im so scared that you will compare me to ur ex-es . which sldnt happen. but the world will go upside down if it does happens. Im not scared about our parents' moves or our relationship.

I know you have one difficult mom-in-law. how can life be so simple for everyone here? anw, she's just one problem to you. but it has many small problems along the way.
i thought we can be happy & thankful about it. coz we don hv any other unneccessary problems, like our past rls.

what im trying to say here is,
ur mum has been good terms with most of ur ex bf's parents, so making both of u thk tt things will go thru easily and smoothly w/o any problems.
to me, this is not my family's culture and ways.

what we do, is analyse the family's bckgrnd first. then the daughter. finally, the parents themselves. then i will be brought in tgt with them to meet ur family.

let things go slowly, but smoothly as it is now.
honestly i rather hv it this way.
why?

imagine if our parents are ok already.
wats next? marriage. we set the age at about 26-27. coz of my side.
but if everyone cant wait for u to get married, and then i will get the unwanted stress later.

im so sorry that i cant come over to ur place this year.
but i hv to say this,
Save the Best for the Last. Be Patient.

Posted by wOoT....!! never u MiNd.. at 6:38 PM

BMSS

Ngee Ann