You want grunge? Here it is.

Everyone is pissing me off today ...

fucking everyone in this world..
really damn (*&^%$#$%^&* .... i cant describe how frustrated i am.
juz feel like carrying my whole bed and throw outside...

today suppose to b my off day. but its didnt work.
then im suppose to meet her at 11, but end up 12+ .
why? coz of stupid client come to late.

then she already like no mood.. i more no mood.
she had a puff.. EVEN WORST.. such a fking turn off..
sommore in beginning of the day, first min of seeing her.

then stupid SBBF president chat with me for fking 1hr...
juz to stamp me as representative of YMBBA.

then the fking ticket price is unexpected.

then my lil bro din buy for me my chickens...have to wake up tmr morn juz to buy then go home cook.
i wanna sleeep le!!!!!!!!!!!!

then go home my mum another one..
talk to me bout my life..
about me getting married at 25. wtf?
i pay my degree nvm, but she sommore talk bout fizah.

'why she wore shorts today?'
so cool... my parents acutally noe tt im out w her. ?
she's so particular bout shorts. basically its exposure.

then she says ' ur gf has to meet my expectations, or else byebye'.
that i have to agree... i cant ans her..
i duno how.
coz i din enforce yet..

seriously, if she really didnt meet my mom's expectations, i also cant accept her.

firstly, i accepted her as my gf, coz im confident that she is the one who can impress my mom.
she's strong enuff..

if she gives up, there goes my fking life..

life is a fuck thing.
bodybuilding is another fucking expensive thing.

doesnt matter whether you're sticky.
even tho i cant breathe, as least u hv to meet my mom's expectations.
u noe ur limits, ur stand, ur principles.
she says tt you'll never change. "why is she so cheap ?"

now u get it ? tts y im like this.
you'll change, for me. i noe..
somehow, u hv to learn my family's way... of doing things.
study my family. then u noe how to handle things.
u sldnt b stress. coz its normal though.

in the end, u hv 2 options. and u hv to finalise it before its too late.

1) stay w me, change, and impress my mom.

2) if u thk u really cant handle ur future in-law, then u cant have me.

it feels like a huge burden that commitment, i dare to face any.
but i alwys need you, so i can overcome anything.

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Posted by wOoT....!! never u MiNd.. at 12:13 AM

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