You want grunge? Here it is.

WAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME??
SINCE LAST YR 1ST MAY.

people have been talking and thinking about me.
my attitude changed, so is my personalities.

i have been keeping thoughts and emotions to myself.
i hvnt been trusting anyone as much as before.
Any obstacles, i'll be the first to escape.
i lost some commitments and interests.
i hvnt been loving anyone as much as i usually do.
i hvnt been focusing 100% on my studies.

WHY? I know why.

i didnt give myself any rest, i went on looking for a sweet cherry.
Till i was absolutely exhausted. my mind went blank.

i stopped thinking.i stop making decisions.
i wasnt given any minutes to rest.
i became weaker hearted. low self-esteem.
no one was behind me, coz i didnt let anyone noe wat happen.

and i did took some rest.
i didnt noe how long it will take.
i only noe it took me bout 1yr 4mths plus to FULLY recover.
i felt so disturbed whenever someone asked bout my personal life.

now i felt my strength again.
i hid in my cave for months..
its time for me to face the world once again.

i feel happier now.
i do have confidence now.
i have managed to climb on my feets 90% by myself.

So wats my nxt step now?

Back to my basics lor...
studies, NCC, gym, frens, family, games, work..

love life? hmm..
im not sure.

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Posted by wOoT....!! never u MiNd.. at 10:12 PM

BMSS

Ngee Ann